When I was younger, I thought that a wedding is a simple occasion in where you just play like a dress up doll and create your own event. Now that I have to get married, it is really slowly sinking in to me that the wedding is no joke. It is really an exciting yet a hard process for me. I am excited to get married, I wanted to have the perfect one, but it is really hard to think about the concept. I have lots on my mind.